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- 19, Male
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I am a tryhard dubstep and complextro composer. That should do for now. Oh, and I like receiving messages from people. Do them. Please.
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Level 5 Blank Slate
Ranked as Civilian
Yeah I have been there a couple times. It struck me again, as I'm trying to deal with all the stuff I've been put against.
Now that I'm officially a crime suspect for trying to get weed to Finland (which I didn't and have no idea where it came from) and I have some apartment things to take care of. I'm also gradually losing all of my friends, and now that I've been living with my parents for the latest months, doing kinda nothing, my parents have put some more pressure on top of me which I think would be handled more peacefully than they'd like.
So the outcome of all of that is that I've gotten seriously depressed which has hindered my motivation to do any music at all. I have lost interest learning new things and I've started to underachieve a lot. Makes me think if it's really worth it to go through this kind of stuff. The rational mind of mine tells that all of this is actually not that big of a deal, but the emotional self is too tired to deal with it.
At least I got this producer friend in Netherlands who is really supportive on me. I can't believe how much he has helped me doing things when I haven't felt like it. And now he has done it again: He called me by phone and started figuring stuff out with me. What a guy.
I will move out in two weeks. I will start studying music technology in two weeks.
In two weeks, I guess I will be fine. Hopefully.
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